Sad birthday to me

Miss_Lovlie · 26th July 2008, 10:56

It's my stupid birthday today and I'm alone and sad. The only person I want to be with doesn't want to be with me. Apparently I'm not good enough for him...

*Crying*

Ravenwoods · 26th July 2008, 11:41

if he doesn't give a shit why do you?!

Tehghost132 · 26th July 2008, 15:13

I havnt celebrated my birthday in awhile, I usually forget that it even is my birthday.

Shurt · 26th July 2008, 16:06

Sorry to hear that. Can you call up any of your friends?

rick · 26th July 2008, 16:46

awww cheer up. if he doesn't see the great things about you then he's the one that's not good enough.

Dingo · 26th July 2008, 23:07

LOL

and I thought I was having a stressful morning!

Heliopios · 27th July 2008, 01:48

Dingo · 27th July 2008, 05:30

ahahahaha
this thread made my day!

Shawk · 27th July 2008, 06:42

Rejection sucks.. but there are a million other people that would love to spend time with you, happy birthday.. think of it as a fresh start

Veith · 27th July 2008, 08:50

Hey, first some gratulations are welcome!
Also to late:

-->HAPPY<-- BIRTHDAY

every single day in the year!

Miss_Lovlie · 27th July 2008, 11:45

Quote:

Originally Posted by Ravenwoods

if he doesn't give a shit why do you?!

Because I love him(of course).

silenced · 27th July 2008, 12:12

how can you love something rejecting you ? that's the failure ...

and it's not love, it's desire, two different things

Ravenwoods · 27th July 2008, 13:40

Quote:

Originally Posted by silenced

and it's not love, it's desire, two different things

While I can't say what she feels of course, I believe your obeservation is right. Even she loved him, if he doesn't then there is not much of hope for that relationship anyway.

monteefyster · 27th July 2008, 13:57

Miss Lovlie. to love something that is unreachable is to crave something that you cannot have. one sided love is nothing but lust & desire. I am sad for you that he doesn't feel the same as you do. Maybe it is time to move on to those who really do care about you

|\/|[]|\|TEE

Kraven · 27th July 2008, 15:24

Happy late birthday, hadnt seen this thread before now.

As mentioned earlier about love and desire being different things, in addition to be in love and to love is also completely different things.

But none the less i feel sorry for ya, spend my 18'th birthday alone, so yeah i know its not any fun at all.

Miss_Lovlie · 28th July 2008, 11:48

Quote:

Originally Posted by monteefyster

Miss Lovlie. to love something that is unreachable is to crave something that you cannot have. one sided love is nothing but lust & desire. I am sad for you that he doesn't feel the same as you do. Maybe it is time to move on to those who really do care about you

|\/|[]|\|TEE

He's not unreachable, he was my boyfriend for 1,5 years. We even lived together, but it ended two months ago because of my depression. If i beat my depression he should be even less unreachable...

Ravenwoods · 28th July 2008, 15:08

Dont get me wrong but that sounds aweful. Why would leave someone just because they are having a depression...it would only contribute to your condition and this means you need support more than any other time. He sounds so inconsiderate in that way. Maybe really it is the time that you review this relationship..what's left of it anyway.

Zarut · 28th July 2008, 22:24

i suggest doing /wrist using latest AS-01 razorblade.

Heres catalog of this year new razorblades:

Im so gonna get that JA-110!

Traceur · 29th July 2008, 07:02

you got depressed, and that made depressing things happen in your life (boyfriend leaving, and i'm guessing other things assuming he wasn't the only center of your life).

don't be surprised - depressing can be sort of like a living thing eating parts of your life to get bigger. the good news is that most states of mind are like that - same goes for euphoria, serenity happiness, and all the others.

the main lesson here is that what triggered the changes in your life began within you - just like it happened to you with a depression, the same will happen if you trigger a positive state of mind.

look within you, see what has lead to the negativity, and resolve it. life will follow and start going your way - learn how to be your own god of your own life - you already are, it's just time to get conscious

KroqGar · 29th July 2008, 09:35

Quote:

Originally Posted by Zarut

i suggest doing /wrist using latest AS-01 razorblade.

Epic post is epic.

silenced · 29th July 2008, 10:14

some people just cannot let loose, that's making their problems even worse,

solution = almost impossible

Dingo · 29th July 2008, 10:57

Quote:

Originally Posted by Zarut

i suggest doing /wrist using latest AS-01 razorblade.

Heres catalog of this year new razorblades:

Im so gonna get that JA-110!

I don't know man! that AS-01 looks killer!

Ravenwoods · 29th July 2008, 11:28

Quote:

Originally Posted by Zarut

i suggest doing /wrist using latest AS-01 razorblade.

Heres catalog of this year new razorblades:

Im so gonna get that JA-110!

Tasteless...

Traceur · 29th July 2008, 16:31

you know, infectious viruses aren't themselves bad though quite limited, it's the symptoms of their breeding methods which are.

I'm starting to think the same goes for emo culture - they themselves aren't bad though very self-repressed and ironically unemotional (not letting themselves feel positive emotion), it's their affect on poor people like zarut and on the many like him that are. simply by calling themselves 'emotional' and outcasting themselves in the same time, they lead many other people around them to generalize emotional expression as a negative - and to look down on emotional consciousness. it's creates a mainstream culture where emotional self expression is reacted by the word "emo" used as a curse word, leading into an even more self-oppressed mainstream culture then today, if that was even possible.

and that... is actually freaking hilarious

Heliopios · 29th July 2008, 17:06

Quote:

Originally Posted by Zarut

i suggest doing /wrist using latest AS-01 razorblade.

Give that JS-01 a five foot handle and you've got the world's most badass halberd.

yXXe · 29th July 2008, 17:40

Well, I just pop up a drink and weed the prick out of my mind. If he doesn't care for you, you might as well send him a call and tell him that you need his presence, that you need him there, instead of feeling overly sorry for yourself when you can do something to perhaps make a better situation of it. I bet you have the backbone to at least call the fool that thinks with the hair on his chest, woman.

Dingo · 31st July 2008, 13:57

Quote:

Originally Posted by Heliopios

Give that JS-01 a five foot handle and you've got the world's most badass halberd.

Don't give her any ideas

Metal Wolf · 2nd August 2008, 05:38

I bet your getting the JA-110 so you can pretend to be Cloud with a buster sword.

Miss_Lovlie · 23rd August 2008, 12:16

Update for anyone ho is interested. I'm still depressed, but after I realized this ex boyfriend of mine wishes me dead I no longer want him to be a part of my life. I thought he was this nice, honest guy who couldn't harm a fly, but now it seems he's more evil then anyone I've ever met before. He didn't just wish me dead, he talk about how to kill me...

Except from the part of being scared for my life, I feel better in my head and my heart.

Thanks for all the nice words and since I don't cut myself I didn't get offended by the razorblades. The only way

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rick Member Join Date: Apr 2008 Location: Olivehurst, California Age: 20 Posts: 298 Rep Power: 1	awww cheer up. if he doesn't see the great things about you then he's the one that's not good enough.

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monteefyster Junior Member Join Date: Apr 2008 Posts: 82 Rep Power: 1	Miss Lovlie. to love something that is unreachable is to crave something that you cannot have. one sided love is nothing but lust & desire. I am sad for you that he doesn't feel the same as you do. Maybe it is time to move on to those who really do care about you \|\/\|[]\|\\|TEE __________________ "you may beat on me,beat me up & beat me down. If you leave without taking my soul,you will forever be looking behind you. I will hunt you down and strip you of your soul,leaving your empty shell of a body for the walking dead to devour in all their feasting pleasures"

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Kraven Junior Member Join Date: May 2008 Location: Denmark Posts: 101 Rep Power: 1	Happy late birthday, hadnt seen this thread before now. As mentioned earlier about love and desire being different things, in addition to be in love and to love is also completely different things. But none the less i feel sorry for ya, spend my 18'th birthday alone, so yeah i know its not any fun at all.

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Ravenwoods Member Join Date: Apr 2008 Location: Downunder Posts: 529 Rep Power: 2	Dont get me wrong but that sounds aweful. Why would leave someone just because they are having a depression...it would only contribute to your condition and this means you need support more than any other time. He sounds so inconsiderate in that way. Maybe really it is the time that you review this relationship..what's left of it anyway. __________________ The rise of the DarkEnigma: http://dsimports.blogspot.com/

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Traceur Senior Member Join Date: Apr 2008 Posts: 2,446 Rep Power: 6	you got depressed, and that made depressing things happen in your life (boyfriend leaving, and i'm guessing other things assuming he wasn't the only center of your life). don't be surprised - depressing can be sort of like a living thing eating parts of your life to get bigger. the good news is that most states of mind are like that - same goes for euphoria, serenity happiness, and all the others. the main lesson here is that what triggered the changes in your life began within you - just like it happened to you with a depression, the same will happen if you trigger a positive state of mind. look within you, see what has lead to the negativity, and resolve it. life will follow and start going your way - learn how to be your own god of your own life - you already are, it's just time to get conscious __________________ welcome to the TBC!

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silenced Junior Member Join Date: May 2008 Posts: 161 Rep Power: 1	some people just cannot let loose, that's making their problems even worse, solution = almost impossible

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Traceur Senior Member Join Date: Apr 2008 Posts: 2,446 Rep Power: 6	you know, infectious viruses aren't themselves bad though quite limited, it's the symptoms of their breeding methods which are. I'm starting to think the same goes for emo culture - they themselves aren't bad though very self-repressed and ironically unemotional (not letting themselves feel positive emotion), it's their affect on poor people like zarut and on the many like him that are. simply by calling themselves 'emotional' and outcasting themselves in the same time, they lead many other people around them to generalize emotional expression as a negative - and to look down on emotional consciousness. it's creates a mainstream culture where emotional self expression is reacted by the word "emo" used as a curse word, leading into an even more self-oppressed mainstream culture then today, if that was even possible. and that... is actually freaking hilarious __________________ welcome to the TBC!

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yXXe Member Join Date: Apr 2008 Location: my pillow Posts: 362 Rep Power: 1	Well, I just pop up a drink and weed the prick out of my mind. If he doesn't care for you, you might as well send him a call and tell him that you need his presence, that you need him there, instead of feeling overly sorry for yourself when you can do something to perhaps make a better situation of it. I bet you have the backbone to at least call the fool that thinks with the hair on his chest, woman. __________________ A defunct soldier is an unarmed missile.